我又修养了一个月span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317814.png)'/span这才恢复了往日的神采span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317814.png)'/span于是span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317814.png)'/span便到了腊月span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317814.png)'/span准备过年了span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948338044.png)'/span
母亲进宫来请安的时候span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317814.png)'/span告诉我一个好消息：仲然在今次深冬的科考里span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317814.png)'/span中了头名会元span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317817.png)'/span而在其后的殿试上span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317814.png)'/span被皇上钦点为探花郎span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317817.png)'/span
我听了恍惚了好一阵span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317814.png)'/span这才想起那年进宫前跟他说过的话span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317814.png)'/span没想到span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317814.png)'/span他竟真的将我的话当真span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317814.png)'/span不过才两年多的光景span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317814.png)'/span他就中了探花span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317817.png)'/span前世的时候span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317814.png)'/span可没有过的呀span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317817.png)'/span
“你父亲曾说过span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317814.png)'/span那孩子有旷世之才span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317814.png)'/span只是淡泊名利span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948338044.png)'/span没想到span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317814.png)'/span自从你进了宫span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317814.png)'/span也不知他怎么了span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317814.png)'/span忽然过起了‘头悬梁span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317814.png)'/span锥刺股’的艰苦生活span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948338044.png)'/span唉span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317814.png)'/span这一朝得中span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317814.png)'/span想必你父亲心中……若不是你阴差阳错进了宫span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317814.png)'/span恐怕……”
母亲走了大半晌span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317814.png)'/span我仍言犹在耳span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317814.png)'/span父亲和母亲大约是知道我们之间那朦胧的情愫吧span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317799.png)'/span否则又怎会并不对我们多加阻碍呢span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317799.png)'/span也许在父亲和母亲心中span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317814.png)'/span他们确实把仲然当成半个儿子看待的span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948338044.png)'/span
可惜span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317814.png)'/span造化弄人啊span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317817.png)'/span
从腊月初八宫里就开始忙碌span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317814.png)'/span因此皇上复了郑贵妃的襄理之权span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317814.png)'/span我对此并无太大的反应span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948338044.png)'/span反正郑贵妃复起是早晚的事span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317814.png)'/span对于外面的一切span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317814.png)'/span我借口身体不好span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685753/12786725/2047391990420094731.png)'/span没有出席任何宴会span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685753/12786725/2047391990420094731.png)'/span一心一意的窝在瑶光宫中和我的小玉儿为伍span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685753/12786725/2047391990420094731.png)'/span大约是吃得好睡得好span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685753/12786725/2047391990420094731.png)'/span玉儿在过了满月之后身体开始长大span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685753/12786725/2047391990420094731.png)'/span几乎一天一个模样span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685753/12786725/2047391990420094731.png)'/span我每日看他都觉得看不够span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948338044.png)'/span
我就这样沉浸在有了孩子之后的喜悦里span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685753/12786725/2047391990420094731.png)'/span连大年三十的饮宴span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685753/12786725/2047391990420094731.png)'/span元日的朝贺都没有参加span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685753/12786725/2047391990420094731.png)'/span甚至正月十五也没有出去赏花灯span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948338044.png)'/span我只愿意在自己的小天地里span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685753/12786725/2047391990420094731.png)'/span和我的玉儿在一起span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948338044.png)'/span就这样span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685753/12786725/2047391990420094731.png)'/span我守着自己的心意过完了正月span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685753/12786725/2047391990420094731.png)'/span这个年就这样过去了span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948338044.png)'/span
“虽说过了年玉儿就两岁了span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685753/12786725/2047391990420094731.png)'/span可咱们还不到五个月呢span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317817.png)'/span”我亲昵的抱着小玉儿span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685753/12786725/2047391990420094731.png)'/span望着他越长越白净的面孔span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685753/12786725/2047391990420094731.png)'/span温柔的呢喃道span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948338044.png)'/span
春分定定的看着我span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685753/12786725/2047391990420094731.png)'/span我冲她笑了笑span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685753/12786725/2047391990420094731.png)'/span问：“怎么了span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317799.png)'/span”春分尴尬的一笑span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685753/12786725/2047391990420094731.png)'/span道：“娘娘自从得了皇子……就、就越来越像个母亲了span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948338044.png)'/span”
我的笑意禁不住扩散开来span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685753/12786725/2047391990420094731.png)'/span悠悠道：“那是自然的span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685753/12786725/2047391990420094731.png)'/span你以后就会明白啦span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317817.png)'/span对于一个女人来说span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685753/12786725/2047391990420094731.png)'/span什么荣华富贵span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685753/12786725/2047391990420094731.png)'/span夫妻和睦span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685753/12786725/2047391990420094731.png)'/span都是空的span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948338044.png)'/span只有孩子才是最重要的span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948338044.png)'/span”说着span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685753/12786725/2047391990420094731.png)'/span我便又想到span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685753/12786725/2047391990420094731.png)'/span如今我还有什么念想呢span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317799.png)'/span唯一的念想span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685753/12786725/2047391990420094731.png)'/span就是能看着玉儿长大成人吧span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317817.png)'/span
春分欲言又止span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685753/12786725/2047391990420094731.png)'/span终究什么也没说span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685753/12786725/2047391990420094731.png)'/span退了下去span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948338044.png)'/span
二月初二龙抬头那天span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685753/12786725/2047391990420094731.png)'/span花鸟使下民间采选十五至十七岁的女孩充实掖庭宫span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948338044.png)'/span我正抱着玉儿坐在瑶光宫后面的小花园里晒太阳span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685753/12786725/2047391990420094731.png)'/span极是悠然自得span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685758/12786725/-7684042379858954470.png)'/span好像外面发生的一切都与我没有关联span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948338044.png)'/span
“你现在真是关起门来过自己的小日子啊span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317817.png)'/span”听到声音我回头span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685758/12786725/-7684042379858954470.png)'/span见是和妃被一群宫女簇拥着过来了span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685758/12786725/-7684042379858954470.png)'/span忙起身相迎span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948338044.png)'/span她笑了笑道span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685758/12786725/-7684042379858954470.png)'/span“快坐下吧span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317817.png)'/span看你这么悠闲span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685758/12786725/-7684042379858954470.png)'/span我还真是有些嫉妒了呢span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317817.png)'/span”
我便不跟她客气span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685758/12786725/-7684042379858954470.png)'/span让人进屋端张椅子来span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685758/12786725/-7684042379858954470.png)'/span用丁香色的鹅毛垫子垫了span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685758/12786725/-7684042379858954470.png)'/span和妃坐下span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685758/12786725/-7684042379858954470.png)'/span霜降端上一杯茶来span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948338044.png)'/span
和妃满意的坐下span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685758/12786725/-7684042379858954470.png)'/span品了口茶span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685758/12786725/-7684042379858954470.png)'/span叹道：“偷得浮生半日闲啊span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317817.png)'/span”
我掩袖低笑：“姐姐好长时间没来了span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948338044.png)'/span”自从生了玉儿span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685758/12786725/-7684042379858954470.png)'/span和妃与我更是疏远span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685758/12786725/-7684042379858954470.png)'/span也不知怎的她今日却来了span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948338044.png)'/span不会是为了采选的事吧span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317799.png)'/span
她望着我怀中的小人儿span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685758/12786725/-7684042379858954470.png)'/span叹道：“我哪有你这样的好福气span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685758/12786725/-7684042379858954470.png)'/span不用管后宫的事span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685758/12786725/-7684042379858954470.png)'/span一心一意只带着孩子span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948338044.png)'/span”她脸上出现了淡淡的忧色span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685758/12786725/-7684042379858954470.png)'/span又道：“说起来span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685758/12786725/-7684042379858954470.png)'/span我也有好些日子没陪着小七了span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685758/12786725/-7684042379858954470.png)'/span我早上起的时候他也要去崇文馆读书span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685758/12786725/-7684042379858954470.png)'/span晚上还要温书到深夜span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685758/12786725/-7684042379858954470.png)'/span唉span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948317817.png)'/span”
我顺着她的话赞道：“七殿下这样用功span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685758/12786725/-7684042379858954470.png)'/span姐姐也该欣慰才是span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948338044.png)'/span不过七殿下这样难免劳累span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143685748/12786725/-8973760725948338044.png)'/span”